"feeling" someone

Ok so this is the first "non constructed" blog that i am writing in quite some time...

Ive got this very special lady in my life right now and alot of stuff is happening in our relationship. Theres the occasional tug at each others ropes and there has been alot of shit happen that we are not able to control. Of the good things there have been many days and nights we sit up together pondering how all this could be happening from 3000 miles away, and in 6 dyas we will find out how and why and we will be able to look each other in the eyes and say i love you while holding each other...

But getting back to the title...

Id have to say that it is amazing to be able to feel someone so far away, i have woken up a few times knowing she was hurting and it turn out to be true, wiether talking txt'ing stickam'n or any of the other digital medias that we are enjoying we can sence each others emotions and feel them almost with no need of words

At first i was a little tweeked when we started to notice this cause we were like "how the "f" is this happening" and i think after the last couple of days we know that we feel each other becuase of the special bond in our relationship that will keep us connected at the soul for a long time no matter where the relationship goes...

it has been a crazy crazy two months of emotion and it is all coming to a crazy rush of 6 days... 6 days till hand holding, 6 days till (as she puts it) slips me the tounge... 6 days till we cuddle up with hot coco and talk about our shitty childhoods becomeing women/men that we are and how we want to continue to grow.. .and even as i write this i can feel her, i can feel her now as she is in a deep sleep, and i can feel the projected future of her warm eyes enviting me closer as her smile teases my sences and awakens me with a joy that i have always longed for...

ok ok so im a super sappy romantic but so is she and for the first time with a lover i feel like some one is goign to be able to match my love...


when you feel someone and they feel you, when you ache and they loose their breath, when their pain brings you to tears, thats when the love you share gets wrapped around each other thats when love gets projected into something soo deep you feel it and the other person all the time