today i feel so negative,
i am surrounded by negativity,
this place, the people, the phone calls,
the people like a whip they scratch at the surface,
tear at my heart, and separate me from my soul.
I feel helpless and stuck,
motivated with goals but unable to move,
lost but not alone, unable to excel past the crowd.
The out bursts of anger make me feel like i am of this world,
but i am quickly grounded when i remember,
i live to be in the world but not a product of it.
these feelings are rare, because most of you know i'm a highly positive person
i just cant escape the reality that i don't belong serving these people, i don't belong working for this man. I can usually find comfort in knowing that it is temporary, and i must continue to work on my least known trait... patience.
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