a few things that make me smile...

secrets...
Every sunday i read the secrets on post secret, the reasons are many. But at the end of the day i smile, reflect, know i am not alone, and thank god that people have compassion, to live, to grow, and to reflect on their lives.

music...
A great mirror, the reflection of a soul, a relationship, an emotional roller coaster the reminds you of the greatest times, the gutter you once woke up in and presents a promise for a beautiful, peaceful future. when you can hear someones soul in a piece and when it speaks to yours, its like holding hands with a loved one, its just that amazing.

good deads...

SERIOUSLY im at work, on a call, i caught a full 10 seconds plus the last 3 seconds of this clip and i felt the tears coming on, this is the most beautiful part of the human society, acting as a society, making an effort to help one another.




When these things "reach out" and "touch you" that "clammy feeling" (whether its reminding you of good times or bad) always makes the "pipes" behind these eyes open up, but for some reason, for some TERRIBLE reason they are dry, no tears come forth and i am once again searching to relate to the human race. (it is my hope that others have had the same struggle, and that in that way we do relate)

haha i promised this one was going to be positive and it is because i think we all leave feeling that way about some part of our lives. We search to relate to each other and as well succeed at this we are comforted. It is only when we fail to relate we feel secluded and different, i never said different is a bad thing ;)