Oh the sweet love that i am receiving from my lord. i dwell in its beauty as i am romanced by my one true suitor. again i, the wondering lamb, am being brought back into your loving arms. i am done holding your coat tail and will once again take refuge in your loving embrace.
This sin, these demons, work ever so hard upon this withered body. their fangs and claws, the sharp piercing silent pain now has a voice and is condemning you and entrapping my flesh.
Praise be to you and your name that i can call on you for salvation. Praise be to you for bringing me guides upon which i can breath with, giving me weapons to use for finding peace in my spirit.
NOTE:I long for the day in which i will know if the human spirit can ever truly be separate from the world and be united in Gods spirit, in my youth which i am living now i see no true way to completely disconnected the spirit from the world, even with the brain taking care of these duties, because as the brain has many functions "feelings" are not, "emotions" are not, the brain reacts and produces byproducts from the stimulations of the spirit and soul, but i do not believe it can adapt to be an organ of feeling, past a headache from thinking to much, again, byproduct or no?
well, i thought i may have more to write on this subject more to speak of, more to express to you, "for the record" i have slid once again, fell hard into the daemons grasp, blinded at times to the point of not caring to ask for gods helping hand, knowing that i could and denying my souls ambitions, but once again the Shepard is after his lamb and i must stand tall must free my spirit to search for my soul, must use these angels to fight my daemons, must come out victorious, there really is no telling how bad it could get... (dont worry it is only hurting myself ;)
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