So ive came here to dump my thoughts, i still feel more comfortable here in my blogger ATM, raw thoughts will always be more welcome here, at least it seems, THIS was the blog of half thoughts, a place for thoughts to brew, with no constructive shape or form, a place where sentance structure never mattered.
In my live journal i want to be more put together for the presentation purposes i belive, haha i jsut wrote i think but who am i kidding, im a whore for presentation, for being proper for being able to been seen in a certain light. We are all judged and in the new community enviroment of the Livejournal, at this moment i feel like the new kid in school and im nto quite ready to memory dump. i want a few solid thoughts on the table and this morning i can not come up with them.
Its exremely frustrating to me when i know i want to write about something yet i am choked by my own thoughts, extremely! i can be come music ADD, looking for a saltine cracker to pull out the moisture of my salty mind, yet the cracker has failed me. This morning the salt does not flow as it should, it is raining out side yet nothing is pouring out of this mind but the comfort of my metophores
I have also noticed a heightened sense of wanting to use spell check, WTF is this?! ME care about my grammar, yes its true things certainly are changing, as i review my blogs i am both extremely excited to see the flow of random thought without a care in the world, but as i am changed from the inside i become more aware of the outside, of what i would like to express to the outside and because of what i want to become i have to start sanding these forms instead of leaving them freshly cut from wood.
Maybe I just need to dump a few thoughts over in the Live journal from my collection of blogs over here to establish what I think would be a formidable foundation. I told that community I would, will I? Or will I leave it to be a blank slate for new thoughts? I have until the New Year, the new years posts will most definitely be posted there. Will I be ready for this new form of expression, I have never doubted my abilities before, let’s see if this young chap can focus and continue his passion in a slightly altered form.
I love all of you who have watched my blogs here, but I crave the community of LiveJournal please join me it truly is my passion that we will be able to share more thoughts together in LJ open environment.
http://ebarcus.livejournal.com
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