ghosts, spirits, angels, demons, they surround us, as i write this i am struggling in ever since of the word, my hands cold and clammy my stomach uneasy, my mind wondering, words unable to explain though, a very calming and appropriate song plays in the back ground.
there are things i have experianced in this world that many will never understand. but ive seen them, felt them, played with them, for them, and rebuked them. They grow more and more found of me as i grow and develop, each new season in life brings bigger and more challenging times.
Little know this, but ive been seeking, or rather ive been longing for mentorship, a better understanding, a guidance for my spirits foot steps. You see i have seen therefore i can not deny them, for once i had faith, and now i have undying proof.
The more i write, talk and seek understanding for these gifts the more attack i feel, this will continue always i feel. I am writing this because of a book i am reading on this topic, a book of "fantasy" that tries to create a story for the "regular man" to understand, and it relates it SOO well. so much in fact that it brings an awakening to my spirit as i feel both good and evil tugging at my being.
i feel like i could write forever here in the comfort of this blog, but i know that i can not simply let that carry on. tonight i will be seeking a very intense encounter for the better of my spirit ugh i feel so weird writing that, this is just my honest "thoughts?" pouring out on paper, pray for me, for understanding, for the light of god to save your soul, awaken your spirit, and free your mind.
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