There has been something inside of me calling me to live life as it plays out in my heart for a very long time. it has made me a simple person at heart. seeking out advancement only if needed, not out of desire or greed but out of survival. The greed of the world, the consumerism, the unproportionate meals disgust me.
everything that i enjoy that allows me to travel, to share these experiences to pour out my soul id trade to live as a nomad in the early "indian years" of the states. wie open plans, traveling, roaming, to collect not just food but knowledge, everything becomes more pricey, more respected, sought after with more passion... longed for like a warm shower after a long day of work, to live day by day in constant need, trusting in the lord, not waiting to be provided too but striving to provide for one self and loved ones is just... attractive to me
ugh, ugh ugh i started writing with a furry of emotion searching to desperately cry out my emotions in hopes to relate to someone that may read this, with no one in mind i continued to write, again stopping in frustration confused, wonder, what next, where next, who next...
peace, love, happiness xoxo
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IT WAS ME! i am the one who needed to read this. i do that so much... typing in a furry with not knowing what to write, trying to make a certain point and make sense but you just can't. trying to reach someone but you don't know who! ME!
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