Tuesday, October 28, 2008

the forces that be

i have always had a hightened since of siritual awareness.
becuase of what ive been thru when i was a wiccan
and now that i am a christian again
i feel these spiritual tugs even more so

and

anytime that something amazing is about to happen the opposition tugs harder desireing to devour my every last emotion of happiness, in hopes to destory me

ive seen this many times before, its the reason these blogs started... i doubt many of you have read the entire posting about changing a situation into a solution but thats why i started writting to get these feeling on paper, i gues its been a little over a year that i have felt this much intinsity in these spiritual tugs but my god it sucks, my god i long to be pulled out on top of this mess as i have many times before

trapped in tar i struggle to breath

my sweetlime, my love, my god, if i am to be stripped of everything else it is my deisre to still be surrounded by these three.

a harmony of love these three, this triad is my strenght, my comfort, my life.. nothing will ever seperate me from desireing your influance and guidance in my life

thats enough medicene for now.. but watch this blog here...
http://insidebarcus.blogspot.com/
for more updates on my "short story" of my spiritual walk thus far in my life

love will remain the strongest force of them all xoxo

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