Ohh how much joy overcomes me when i think of the name Nasondra, my sweet lime, my cow eyes.
I am no longer single, no longer waiting on that magical woman to find me and captivate me, she has found me and has my full attention, i couldnt ask for anything more.
She actually found my blogs, read a few, found me interesting enough to contact and then its been non stop since then. We are jsut happy thats all that i can say, we are overwhelmed with happiness and joy for the unknown. But the stronger more solid feelings we share are those of "just knowing."
There are no true words that either of us can come up with to explain this but when we try to explain it we are lost saying "ughh" "ahhh" and "it just feels so right"
when i think about this wondreful woman, this comfort to my spirit, this companion i hope to please for the rest of my life i get stuck in thought, i become quiet, which for me is soo hard. As my mind races with a million thoughts, they end up racing all over her, her voice, her thoughts, her sex appeal, the experiances shared and those to come. then
STOP
i see us married, in a home and heart that we share not as two seperate parts in one intity but as one breathing life giving organism, our passions run thick in one blood.
there is distance now between us, an uncomfortable shoe one size to small, confiding us to our labors of every day motion. ohh how i long for our first interactions, and how i will long for those moments to be never ending. someday we are both certain that God will figure out how, where, when we are both supposed to finally be together in the same home, untill then my fantisy runs wild and is ultimatly calmed by the overwhelming feeling of "just knowing"
xoxo that one man that thinks alot
Friday, October 3, 2008
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