have you ever stared at your own face

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today i am startin at my face while i right this so there will be alot of typos that i will probably have to go back and correct im trying my damndest not to look at the keys i have a very different approch to typeing than most its more id a memorization of the keys i dont actually know where they are or what ketst ar nect to which all i know si qwerty hahaha and maube asd?lol
WOW thats the first smile ive had all morning

i look at my head and i se constant weight i see dedinition a beard that is almost reat i see strennght
but then i see a desire for connection for experiancing many feelings that i dont get to experiance often

sadness, i wonder how diversyly it eddects people i wonder i wonder
iwonder how imune ive become to it, sure ive lost my appitite and damn i keep cheating and looking at the e=keys un thus art of the blof so i jsut closed my eyes


ok disipline lets not look stay in task in challenfe

um not sure what exactly my plans are for today but i knkow i will end u writting alooot
welll i htiknkk i will
im really nt sure
there is still MANY thinkgs yet to be answered its alllll sooo strange to me

anyways more loicng ioenness commng son










today i am starting at my face while i right this so there will be alot of typos that i will probably have to go back and correct im trying my damndest not to look at the keys i have a very different approch to typeing than most its more, i [have] a memorization of the keys i dont actually know where they are or what keys are next to which all i know is qwerty hahaha and maybe asd?lol (which i actually thought i was typing ads haha so noo i dont know those)
WOW thats the first smile ive had all morning

i look at my head and i see constant weight i see definition a beard that is almost great i see strength
but then i see a desire for connection for experiancing many feelings that i dont get to experiance often

sadness, i wonder how diversely it effects people i wonder i wonder
i wonder how imune ive become to it, sure ive lost my appetite and damn i keep cheating and looking at the keys on this part of the blog so i just closed my eyes


ok disipline lets not look stay in task in challenge

um not sure what exactly my plans are for today but i know i will end u writting alooot
welll i think i will
im really not sure
there is still MANY things yet to be answered its alllll sooo strange to me

anyways more loving blogness commng soon